My biggest issue.
I have so much I hate about myself. It is sad. I always help others with how they see themself. Thing is, I still don't see anything beautiful about myself. At all. Ever. I only focus on my image.
My weight.
Me face.
My hair.
Pretty much everything else. I hate it. So much. I plan on changing it all. I haven't figured out how yet though.
I don't want to see myself and think I am disgusting anymore. I will be so much happier when I am pretty. I know it.
Definintly.
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You will never be satisfied if you are searching for perfection, babygirl. There is always something that you wont like or that you will want to change.
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Just keeping reminding yourself that you are created in God's image. He created you. And if you diss yourself, you're dissing what He made himself. And that hurts Him. Like a loottt. It's like if you worked super hard on a painting and you showed everyone and then no one liked it.. but what would be the worst would be if the painting didn't like itself: if it was trying to fix itself to be better. When the artist already worked SO hard on it!
You are beautiful girl. God created you personally. He took his time deciding your hair color, eye color, face structure, etc. Everything. And He thinks you are beautiful. Because you are! He loves you just the way you are. He doesn't want you to change your looks or have you want to change your looks. He sees you as beautiful. Why should you think any less of yourself??
Hey babe, I've struggled with self-hate a lot. Surprising to hear, I know. I'd love to go to coffee with you anytime to talk and pray. You got my Facebook! Let me know when you're available.
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