I had a long talk with Jessica Andrukat today. I love that girl. I feel like I can just ramble abot my life & she wont judge me. I love it. But anyways.. haha.
I talking to her about my boy issues.(Refer to the blog titled "Wow =/") We were talking about all of it. It cleared things in my head. I just need to think about God, focus on him before I focus on the boy.
I don't deserve what he was doing. I deserve soo much better. No matter how sad that makes me. No matter how much I wish things would have worked. I still need to talk to him though. Badly. I can't let all of this be on my chest. You know? I have to distance myself so I can get rid of these emotions.
I'm on my way to being happy. I will get there. I know I will. Through God.
My, oh my. I love me some Jesus.
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