I feel pretty terrible right now. I don't belong anywhere anymore. I swear. Ugh.
I just want to be 18 so I can leave. When I leave I'm not coming back. I'll be gone for good.
I wish there was a way for me to leave now. RIGHT now. I am not happy here.
I always fake a smile and I am soo done with that. It is so unbelievable how much worse it makes me feel.
I'll be strong for everyone else.
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Hey babe, one very important thing I have learned is don't fake anything. If you feel crappy, then feel crappy. Don't stuff it. It's okay to show your vulnerability. When you're vulnerable and open that's when God does His greatest works in you! And it gives your brothers and sisters in Christ the opportunity to serve you.
ReplyDeleteTrust me from experience, plastering on a smile just to make it through the day doesn't work. Especially not in the long run. If you ever need to go to coffee, I am your lady. I'll drive down!