Rant rant rant rant

You know, I wish people weren't so close minded. It gets annoying, and sometimes hurtful. Especially when they don't know what they're talking about. I mean, before you insult people about their beliefs, or lives, learn something about the situation. It would be like me judging people on how they build a car. I can't because I don't know anything about it. I hope that example wasn't too horrible.

Anyways, I've been pretty lazy lately. I haven't really done much, or hung out with anyone except Zach. Not that it is a bad thing, I love being with him. I'm just going to try to spread my time. You know? So I will :) Oh that reminds me, Zach is coming to church with me this week :) It should be fun. I went to his, so now it is his turn to come to mine. I happen to be proud of it.

I have been really off track with my relationship with God. I really want to figure out how to fix it, but I go to church, feel a high, then I leave and feel just as lonely. Sorry that is really depressing. Haha. I know he is there and wants me to talk to him. I barely pray lately. It is sad. I haven't done devos. I don't really talk to God. I feel like I have something I still need to give him but I can't figure out what it is. It is more stressful than it should be.

I was looking at old pictures the other day with Zach. I have changed. Haha. I don't feel like I have but I have! I mean, I've grown up you know? I no longer look like a child. I'm turning into a young woman. Weird right?

Well I'll talk to you guys later. I LOVE YOU<3